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Barbie was the most special woman I've ever known. I guess thats why I made her my wife , best friend , lover, companion, and soul mate from the time we shared our lives starting in the bitter cold winter of 1983 that on one snowy and ice-cold night our warm-bodies became one and our hearts shared each others hopes,fears and dreams. I had known Barbie since 1977 in High School when I was a awkward Sophmore and she was a cute and funny freshman girl in school. From the moment we met that year, Barbie was in my heart and always on my mind.... She had many boyfriends and we never dated in school, but I knew somehow that the place I had for her in my heart would someday be joined with her by my side. And when we met again in 1983 and got married in 1985 my life was fullfilled with the love and purpose that I had always known I would have when the Right and Special person came into my life the way Barbie did.... The love we had was special and we both could feel it when we touched each other and others could see it in our eyes when we looked at each other and made each other laugh and so happy. Barbie was always sitting on my lap and we always held hands in public and both knew the gift that was gven to us was very special. Barbie gave birth to my only daughter in 1986 on our 1st wedding anniversary !!! How's that for a gift that keeps on giving ? !!! Barbie then gave birth to my only son in September of 1990...9 months from A Christmas Eve filled with so much love, that I know he was concieved on that special night !! And yet again Barbie gives me the most special gift a woman can give a man...a life that comes into this world as the result of our love for each other and my only two children to treasure forever. So like most great Love Stories our's was so special Barbie and I began to take it for granted and we forgot all the things that made us feel so good when we were together and thus we both let a God-Given love fall apart and we divorced on a cold rainy November Day , three days after our 8th wedding anniversary. So to Barbie I want to say thanks for all your love,laughter,friendship,support,our children and sharing all of your heart and soul with me for 10 great years that will always be the happiest chapter in my life !!! And I want to say I'm sorry for the tears,pain,and selfish things I did that hurt you and caused you any pain. All I ever wanted was to make you happy and loved in the way you so much deserved to be and how you made me feel. So though we don't share our lives anymore today, we do share all the great memories from our time together and I hope you will enjoy those as much as I do and always will. I hope you think of me and something I did or said to make you laugh in the past when you are down and need a smile...as I always loved to make you laugh and to see your bright and shiney soul come out, in your cute smile..... Thanks and I wish you happiness always !!!!
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